I AM A .... VICTIM...AGAIN (ramblings)

I allowed myself to be the victim.... i allowed him to walk off with my most valuable things... the little trust I gave was stolen, betrayed and abused... he told me more lies... he called me selfish even though i give him all of me... i am the only one that hurts because he doesnt care nor should i....but i do... i tried to push my tears to the surface but they wouldnt come... wanted to convince myself i wasnt wrong... justify i was right... im so empty because he took my valuables... im moving on but my house wont be a home because my heart is missing... mind so fucked up, heart missing,