who is gonna my soul now?(gnarls barkley)

I wanted to go to church today but something was holding me back. I feel too weak to endure the beating the devil tries to give me for going to church... i know i am destined for greatness but the road seems harder and more trouble than its worth. i am a good person i know the merciful God wont let me parish in hell. but it seems like anytime i try to believe and have faith everything bad happens. major one being losing my dad. i went to church and prayed and prayed but he died. in some ways i feel like i had a hand in it. when i did my part by going to church and then i lost something so dear to me.


I got some bad news this morning
Which in turn made my day
When this someone spoke I listened
All of a sudden, has less and less to say
Ohhhhhh how could this be?
All this time, I've lived vicariously
Who's gonna save my soul now?
Who's gonna save my soul now?
How will my story ever be tollllld now?
How will my story be tollllld now?

I feel like my heart has been broken and i can almost put the pieces back together myself but the glue and duck tape wont keep it functional b/c its a piece almost like a shard missing. it just wont be the same. stupid fucking relationship was a disaster and it really took a toll on me b/c i depended on an ill fitting piece for my heart to be fixed.

Made me feel like somebody
Hmmm, like somebody else
Although he was imitated often
It felt like I was bein myself
Is it a shame that someone else's song
Was totally and completely dependant on
Who's gonna save my soul now?
Who's gonna save my soul now?
I wonder if I'll live to grow old now
Gettin high cause I feel so lowwwww down

DAMN DADDY I MISS YOU! And nothing and nobody is able to take your place. I have wished you back hundreds of times but i know your battle was long and hard... i love you!

And maybe it's a little selfish
All I have is the memory
Yet I never stopped to wonder-ahhhhh
Was it possible you were hurtin worse than me
Still my hunger turns to greeeeed
Cause what about what I neeeeeed?!
And OHHHH~! Who's gonna save my soul now?
Who's gonna save my soul now?
Ohhhh I know I'm out of control now
Oooh-oooh, tired enough to lay my own soul down